Life's getting more n more complicated...with ** being upset all the time n not wanting to talk to mi...i really need someone to talk to...but there isn't anyone left...

Almost everyone i used to be able to talk to has all left my side...ever since aft the o's...i really dunno where i can find someone who i can really trust...all my "gan's" were just 'friends' who were there when they needed mi but now when i need them, they are all gone...

I really miss the days when i was still waking up at 7am n rushing to get to school in time...miss the days when i stay back aft school in the library talking n having fun...miss the days when i knew almost everyone around mi...can anyone tell mi where have they all gone? Why must time always move forward? Why can't it move back? Why is there so many why's that i m not able to answer?

I dunno if i can continue storing everything inside...i'm starting to torture myself for some reasons that i dunno about...n i know that i am lying to myself...

Here i am, not knowing what to do, not knowing if i have the courage to continue staying in this world, not knowing if waiting for her is the right choice...

Why do fairytales stay as what they are? Can't our world be the same as those in fairytale?

Btw the links are all wrong...dunno y...